These few days arent fine at all. Ive been such a crybaby. My past came back to haunt me and it literally bring me down. Ive been trying so hard to pull myself together but the fall is just too sudden for me to react. I dont know where to head to cause Ive lost my direction. Which kind soul could be my compass and lead me through everything?
Ive been through so much and I thought everything went well. But you just have to make my life comes crashing down at this point of time. I feel so lethargic. My heartache like a bitch and
my head splitting apart from all the thinking. I wonder when will be the day that I'll be numb. I feel fucking terrible and I feel so breathless.
Thanks everyone who has been here beside me all along. I know yguys have been trying hard to bring me out of the darkest pitch ever. Im trying my best to not let you all down either. We all know its hard, my feelings kind of messed up and it just goes on and off. Im tired of holding back my tears but yeah I still have to fight hard. Cause I know every breakdowns need alot more to recover. Thus, I know if I get through this I would be stronger than now.
Ps Tell me I'll be fine.
POSTED BY HUSH 10:02 AM