Slitandstained.

Monday, January 31, 2011

UPDATES
PS People you call best friends love you, don't they?

Loving you means they would show acceptance to you and your life, isin't it?

Is it because I fail badly in making choices in life

I'm in dilemma.

POSTED BY HUSH 10:50 AM

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Have been heading down to town for the past two days.
Ive been thinking whether to do my braids or not for some time. After much procrastination, Ive finally done it and Im gna last it till Newyear!
&Imma happy girl cause Ive got lovable classmates <3

TGIF. Towned with @peishanpesh @jollyshandyy. Cabbed down to @iwillbeurfren's crib
near 12am for Wj's birthday. Drink, poker, stayover.
I had an awesome night.

I feel so guilty for giving work a miss. But I want my Saturday badly. )':
LittleIndia for brow threading and over to neontyl's crib just to help with her piercing.
Fulfill my bbt craving then home sweet home.

Ps My sugarbaby is a whiny girl.
Irritation hahahaaa <3

LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WJ !!!

& from now on no more bike accidents please hehe.

POSTED BY HUSH 10:29 PM

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Ive been on happy pills lately as everything have been rather good for me. Finally I got to spend more time with my babies. Work literally killed my weekends but at least @iwillbeurfren would always make my day MUCH MORE HAPPIER. These few days have been rather busy. I'm still rushing to get my new year clothes ready. I want to rant and rant cause I'm getting real sick of my hair. Temptation to do something new to it. Braids? Dye? Perm? Which? Sigh.

&Today I just spend the last half of my day eating with @neontyl and her brothers. I really feel like a balloon but I bet she don't. Have you guys ever come across an icecream freak? There she is, such a kiddie <3

Y'know something's bothering me, I'm still thinking where to fly to for my coming hols ..

Ps your smile means the world.

POSTED BY HUSH 12:32 AM

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Life's been fine for me. Ive walked out of the darkest peiod of my life. Finally able to heave a sigh of relief as UT2 is almost done. Im almost in a holiday mood already ~
Ive been missing out alot with my babies but Im meeting'em up on Friday. We've got alot to catch up, need more heart to heart talk sessions ya.
Ive been a workaholic so there it goes for my weekends, slash. February gotta be a hectic month too, slash slash. But still its alright cause the upcoming parties could drive me crazy, go on high high high.

@neontyl please stays strong. We all know that life's unpredictable. Everything are just parts and parcels of life, take it easy. I'm always with you <3

POSTED BY HUSH 3:09 PM

Friday, January 14, 2011

You're my only sunshine.

Life's been down for me all these while and I'm making my way up. I'm close to getting there.
These few days I'm as good as bed-ridden. I was so sick that I was on MC for two days and gave my UT paper a missed. Screw it. &Thanks for all the concern, I'm already on recovery.
Yesterday game was an eye-opener for me. Though we won but its was pretty much a dirty game, seriously. I trust that Rainbows can do even better, heads up ya.

Ive been thinking if she's the one but I guess I'm right all along. Whether it's rain or shine, she'll be there for me. It was her that gives me the strength to move on. Babysweet, thankyou for being so patient with me.

Ps I feel more for you each day.

POSTED BY HUSH 12:12 PM

Monday, January 10, 2011

These few days arent fine at all. Ive been such a crybaby. My past came back to haunt me and it literally bring me down. Ive been trying so hard to pull myself together but the fall is just too sudden for me to react. I dont know where to head to cause Ive lost my direction. Which kind soul could be my compass and lead me through everything?

Ive been through so much and I thought everything went well. But you just have to make my life comes crashing down at this point of time. I feel so lethargic. My heartache like a bitch and
my head splitting apart from all the thinking. I wonder when will be the day that I'll be numb. I feel fucking terrible and I feel so breathless.

Thanks everyone who has been here beside me all along. I know yguys have been trying hard to bring me out of the darkest pitch ever. Im trying my best to not let you all down either. We all know its hard, my feelings kind of messed up and it just goes on and off. Im tired of holding back my tears but yeah I still have to fight hard. Cause I know every breakdowns need alot more to recover. Thus, I know if I get through this I would be stronger than now.

Ps Tell me I'll be fine.

POSTED BY HUSH 10:02 AM

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

The two weeks of holiday has ended which means my life is back to square one. Lessons have been fine and I hope it would be consistent though. Tests period now and UT2 is being a bitch to me. Trainings have been two days straight and there will be another one tomorrow. I’m getting more and more tense up by the upcoming IVP matches. My energy level is running low because I’m beat mentally and physically.

PS Coming five more weeks, please fly like a G6 ~

POSTED BY HUSH 9:27 AM

Saturday, January 1, 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR

@PinHui came over my crib and we've a great time bursting out loud. Love this babyhun alot.
Attended the last training for this hols, totally burnt me out. This proves that I have to work even harder, for the sake of dearest Rainbows.

Lets bring all the curses and swears to 2010 to an end. Move on from all unhappiness and welcome the arrival of 2011.
Finally met up all my babies. We've our countdown at vivocity and again we've chosen the wrong spot this year. Fireworks are too far away to bring us the atmosphere ): I dreamt to be on the cable car at that point of time. Heyhey pretty can I be up there next year?
For that glamarous view, we made our way up Henderson waves. Drink, drank, drunk. Despite the dramas, I really had a wonderful night together with all my babies and the guys.
Cabbed down to @neontyl's crib near dawn. Thanks sweeet, you're almost perfect <3

POSTED BY HUSH 10:00 PM